Valentine's Day Party (Blast From the Past Entry)

Just putting up some photos and reliving a few memories before I get to reposting my MySpace blogs. Karen of FemmeFever hosted a Valentine's Day party in early February, 2004. The food was catered and there was a free bar. I do remember that there was really yummy baked ziti. I had two Tanqueray gin and tonics, which I had to pay for, since the good stuff was not free. The free brand (whatever it

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The Rest of 2003 (Blast From the Past Entry)

After giving my parents my "coming out letter" (which you can read here), there are only a couple things that I can remember about the year of 2003. I continued laser hair removal and birthmark removal. I went for hair removal a total of six times, and as for birthmark removal, I believe four times. I stopped seeing progress with both, and I didn't want to pay for nothing. The laser hair removal

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L.A. Colors Palette 2

[ watching - Friends ]So here is palette Numero 2! YT is being stupid of all the confidentiality of copyrighted songs. so i couldnt upload onto YT. but imma just upload onto here since i havent blogged on my bloggers in a hot minute. so n e hu, school has been kickin my ass with EXHAUSTION; hella not use to waking up early. 8am M-W-F! but imma still hold up! imma try harder this semester. cuz i've been hella slacking before, the passed semester. booooo! but nuff of that. hows everybody doing? i know for a hot minute i set my shit on PRIVATE, cuz i havent been blogging so i just kinna set that

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The Venom Club (Blast From the Past Entry)

I don't like the way these pictures came out, but here they are anyway. I didn't mention it in the original entry, but it was pretty damn hot inside that club. I was sweating and my bangs (fake) kept falling in my face. LOL!I did finally come out to my parents in May of 2003 (a month and change after this entry was originally written). After reading this, you may want to head over here and check

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Money's All Broke, and Food's Going Hungry...

The title is a line from a song called "Snowball in Hell," by one of my favorite bands, They Might Be Giants. No, we have plenty of food, but yes, money is "all broke."Our ISP is likely going to shut off in the next week or so. I'll stay "on the air" as long as I can, but the cable/internet bill has to be less in priority than things like, oh... rent, phone bill, car insurance... all bills that a

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Odds and Ends (Blast From the Past Entry)

I only have one more "looseleaf entry" after this. Unfortunately, I didn't keep up with a private diary, and I didn't start blogging until 2005, on MySpace, of all places. For now, I hope you enjoy reading this one. I was simultaneously disappointed and relieved about Jake disappearing on me. Though dinner may have turned out nice, I really didn't want it to go any further than that. I didn't go

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Pivotal Point (Blast From the Past Entry)

Big important post here in the history of me! Not only was I preparing to come out to my parents (which I actually ended up doing two months later), but this is the first time I ever stated that I'm a transsexual. I had figured myself for a crossdresser since I was a teenager, and that was over 15 years ago at this point in my life. Looking back, I'm actually really proud of myself. I think I was somewhat proud back then as well, but now that I see how far I've come... well, maybe you remember that old cigarette ad... "You've come a long way, baby!"Oh yeah, and I still have that Rampage blous

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Curiouser and Curiouser (video fixed?)

UPDATE: I've fixed the video, at least for now. So let's try this again...As I may have mentioned in a previous post, I've been writing to two of my cousins, Deanna and Candice, on Facebook. I haven't known them since I was a teenager (or slightly before). My grandmother had (unbeknownst to I) shown Deanna my "coming out" letter to her. I had no idea that either of my cousins would be so acceptin

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Attacked at 7-11 and Honey's Get-Together (Blast From the Past Entry)

I'm still sick. If I don't feel better by morning time, I'm going to call the doctor and ask him if he can put me on a higher antibiotic. This is getting old real fast. Nothing at all is new around here, so I'm going to flash back in time to another moldie oldie...March 1st, 2003----------------At 4 am this morning, I had stopped at 7-11 (in guy mode) to get some taco sticks for myself (those thi

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Places and People (Blast From the Past Entry)

It's funny, looking back at the lipgloss I used to get. It used to be that gloss was mainly for kids, and it was almost impossible to find lipgloss without any color in it. The industry really boomed a couple years after I wrote this, and I believe that now gloss outsells lipstick! Oh yeah, and I never think about kissing a guy anymore, so it was kind of weird for me typing out that last paragraph. Go figure.February 24th, 2003--------------------I started the day off with therapy in girl mode. I wore a multi-colored, striped, button-down sweater, and a shortish denim skirt, both of which I h

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Dentist Appointment (Blast From the Past Entry)

I was laughing pretty hard while typing this one in from my old chicken scratched looseleaf paper. I'm still left wondering if this dental assistant was attracted to me, or if it was more like being mock-accused of liking the ugliest student in class...?February 19th, 2003--------------------I had to go to the dreaded dentist again this morning, to get a root canal. Of course, this called for duplex mode* again. I wore a tight silver v-neck top, capri jeans, shiny mary jane flats, and tan panyhose (which was very visible down by by my feet, because of the short pants and the shoes. Of course,

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Sicky-Poo

Wow, am I sick. My throat and left ear have been hurting me, plus yesterday, I had a fever that broke twice. I went to the clinic today. The receptionist called me after a few minutes and asked me how I spell my last name. Then she couldn't find me. I started getting worried, because I needed some antibiotics bad. Then, "Oh, there you are." I then waited for an hour and a half. I was so tired and

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Amy Returns! (Blast From the Past Entry)

Here's another trip back in time. A few notes:No, I don't have an unhealthy fixation on teenage girls. I do prefer woman a bit more mature.I used to be so self-conscious of my birthmark. It's of the port wine stain variety, and runs from the middle of my left arm, up to my shoulder. I have since had it lightened via laser treatments (at the same place where I had my laser hair removal done), and

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Impatient (Blast From the Past Entry)

I didn't know it at the time, but this was due in part to some gender dysphoria rearing it's ugly head. Read on...February 13th, 2003--------------------Happy-O-Meter: 6.5 out of 10Why?I'm feeling impatient. I'm at work right now, and I wish I could just tell people about my crossdressing/transsexuality and get it over with. I think some people here (particularly Daria and Helen) would be supportive, or at least accepting. I feel I want to tell them. I just have a feeling that if I showed them a picture of me in my purple dress from the Winter Ball, they would be all like, "Oh my God, you loo

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