...And at the Seventh Hour, She Rested.

Okay, it was more near the beginning of the third hour, but whatever. Before I get into all that, I want to tell all of you about the neighbors who just moved in. I never saw a moving truck, so I tend to believe that they're related to the man who's always lived there (his last name is the same as mine, and he has twice received my mail in his mailbox... and he gave it back to me,

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My Boobs Are Sore!

YAY!!!Shortly after increasing my Estradiol (estrogen) dose to 8 mg a day (see this post), my breasts got really sore. Some breast growth has just kicked in. What's really awesome is that I've lost 16 pounds since then, due to diet and (some) exercise. I'm getting smaller everywhere else, and my boobs are getting bigger. Some choice words here: Thrilled! Ecstatic! Overjoyed! Please

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Goals in Jeopardy (Blast From the Past Entry)

My ex didn't tell her lawyer "never mind," but this was a scary moment for me at the time. My divorce wasn't final until October of 2008.Tuesday, June 13, 2006------------------------For those who don't know, I'm still technically married. I've been separated from the mother of my child for almost four years now. It was not anything having to do with me enjoying wearing women's clothes and makeup

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Unspoken

(Just something I've been struggling with lately...)Unspoken,Fears found.Uncertain,Words bound.Something's wrong,Wrong with me.I've just been cagedSo easily.My instincts warn,I can't believe.I need the truth,Lest I take my leave.Voice my sorrow,Speak my rage.Loose these shackles,Break this cage.

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Addendum to North Carolina Trip (Blast From the Past Entry)

This was a private entry on MySpace, whereas the previous entry was public. I recommend reading the previous post first.Monday, June 05, 2006-----------------------Current mood: amused Here are a few things that I didn't want to mention in my public entry, regarding my trip. Those of you on my private list are aware that there's another aspect of my trip, and the reality that I am actually Britta

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My Trip to North Carolina (Blast From the Past Entry)

I don't have much more to say right now, regarding Nikki and I (see last entry). Things may be getting better, as she went to a lesbian support group and found lots of understanding and kind words there. So we'll see. I just want to make a brief report on the results of my three-day diet (details posted here). I've only lost three pounds this time around (compared to eight pounds three years

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I Hate Being a Transsexual!!!

If anyone who reads this is someone who writes to Nikki at times, please don't ask her about this. She's dealing with enough right now. Write me instead. Thank you.I said at one point that there are times when I hate being a transsexual. This has never been more true than now. Many of my transsexual readers have spouses who can't reconcile being with a woman. The love is still there, bu

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Current Events (Blast From the Past Entry)

Here's another old MySpace blog. I mention here that I tend to get lazy with blogging. So far, so good... I've been blogging a lot lately, with no end in sight.A few notes: I always say "delicioso" due to oversaturation of Dora, thanks to more than one of my daughters. The pending trip to North Carolina that I mention below, will be detailed in my next two "blast from the past" entries. And final

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"I Lost 13 Pounds in 5 Weeks!" (Diet From the Past Entry)

Yes, the title sounds like a weight-loss ad. I meant to do that.  :PFive weeks ago, I started the Special K diet. I would have a regular dinner, and two Special K protein bars for the other two meals. I would snack on raw vege's and fruit if I got hungry between meals. Yes, I lost 13 pounds. I went from about 165 pounds to 152. Now before you hate me... well, this may make you hate me more..

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Being a Woman: A Blurry Line?

The following is a cross-post from the TransCanada blog. The original post can be found here: http://tgnotwhatyouthink.blogspot.com/2009/09/bending-breaking.htmlMy two comments there were so long (and I did a good job, I think) that I decided to make my own blog of it. Some minor things have been altered. Comments welcome, of course.Years ago, I hung out with a large group of crossdressers a

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Letter From Grandma

This is a letter I got from my grandmother yesterday. As I've mentioned in previous posts, my grandma is one of the only people in my family who accepts me for me... that I'm a woman. I got to visit her early last month, and she finally got to see me for who I really am. (Click here to see the rundown of that visit... look two paragraphs under the picture of the police gorilla. LOL!) Her letters always make me smile from ear to ear. I just wanted to share this with anyone who might be reading, and show you how awesome my grandma is. Dearest Amy and Family,Thank you so much for your short visi

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Best Makeup Sex Ever

...well, as far as I can remember, anyway. No, this is not Nikki and I!Things are okay between Nikki and I now (see my last entry). I have to be vague on some of the specifics because this is a private matter. However, it does have to do with trust issues for both Nikki and I, and our friends (who are a couple) are involved. Nevertheless, I do want to document this to a certain extent, so please

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