so i just got home not so long ago from thee boyfeen's restaurant. well n e hu i just wanted to take this time in this blog to mention how i feel and been thinking lately. like dude, honestly; lately ALL I'VE been seeing is girls after girls are getting PREGGO! its insaaane. its like i'm HAPPY for them but at the same time i'm thinking in the back of my head ME, myself, personally is HELLA not ready for no kid right now. its like i'm ONLY 20 mang, i ain't bout to be hold down like that with a kid on my arms and juggle school at the same time. i ENVY the girls who manage to juggle both, but me; i know for a fact i will drop the FCUK out if it was me. but i also feel bad at the same time to the gals who DID HAVE to drop out because of having a kid to take care of and DELAYING your own dream job. so far since last year late 2008 i started noticing one after another getting KNOCKED UP >.<* i'm like kinna paranoid bout myself, i know i've been playing it safe and not CHANCING n e thing, but still SHIT happens. it's almost making me want to be put onto that NO SEX HYPE almost, cuz im kinna paranoid. lol. i know i shouldnt be if i got this shit in the bag, but HEY! the person i LEAST expected to get preggo DID! and i JUST found out today! its crazyyyyy. i never thot my girl from homeroom for 4 years in high school would get preggo yo, she had her head on straight; grades higher than me (in high school); and she got knocked up by this dude hu stay in my neighborhood who TRIED to holler at me couple of times back in the days WITH HIS OLDER BROTHER. wut a trip right?? im thankful i'm straight man. just makes me REALIZE and be grateful i'm still koo offa that preggo game. but CONGRATS on my gals WHO ARE HANDLING THEIR business & keep their heads up high. i ENVY ya'll, on the REALS. alright, thats enuff of that. quick recap dude, last night i freakin went to JACKSON RANCHERIA CASINO at the last minute decision, hella SUPERSTITIOUS right? lol. i went with thee boyfeen, cory, li, and kevinito. left round 1am, arrived round 2:30ish; came back home by 9:30ish am. so i only got barely 5 hours of sleep, i was HELLA TIIIIRED. still kinna tired. but its koo; imma get to sleep soon later =P thankfully i start school late. hehe. n e hu, i gotta go take a shit. i'll blog next time yo. toodles!
- loveva
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